*******He is still my brother. I just cant deal with him on this level.*******

And you know what...it is definitely MY PROBLEM that I cannot tolerate your type of reasoning.

That is not your fault, it is mine. I am trying to exorcise the qualities in me that I see in you.

So I want you to keep in mind that I am not hostile towards you per se, I am hostile towards the mentality that I feel you possess. SO it is not personal because it is an externalized internal vendetta.

You know how they say that homophobics beat homosexuals because they are taking out their own frustrations of their own feelings out,,,well that is the same thing in this case.

So brother selassielive, seeing as how there is no requirement for ones to see eye to eye, seeing how ones develop at different paces, and seeing how ones are on these boards for different reasons with different agendas, I am pretty sure (I cannot or will not promise) that I will be leaving soon.

There is no reason for me to get worked up about alliances that have been made throughout you guys' years here.

I have finally realized that I am on a different agenda/path and really do not share the same sights or have that much in common.

I will continue to read and look for updates and important links that you post, but I think that it is best for the spirit/peace of this forum for me to let the whole thing go, as the lady that I call queen suggested.

In the next few days, I will be posting individual messages to each poster that I have encountered, that I can remember by name.

-always seeking Ma'at