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from reality
yes
i think so
i think i started realizing this in the last few days
its all part of this big dynamic i have
(explained through a jungian lense)
i am scared of growing up/leaving the nest
i self sabotage myself
i skipped many days of highschool and college
i frequently lost work
i became obsessed with african music and martial arts, and then chasing girls
and then ruminating about religion
and finally
i sold my soul
now i am going to hell anyway
so why grow up, i might as well give up/self sabotage and go live in a mnetal hospital, in prison or as a homeless vagrant
there are jungian temrs i can throw around like puer, the shadow, the fool, the innocent, the orphan, the black magician, the hermit
these are what i manifest
i need to manifest more of the warrior, the divine mother, the mystic, the healer
etc
mmmm
i did have a lot of black friends though, i think it messed with my head a little. i know thats the common thing white boys say like oh hey, im down and stuff like that... i was kind of obsessed with my black friend and his consciousness, but he is growing up and making big moves as a conscious artist and thinker where as i just call him from my parents home babbling about osirus
the first thing my jungian mentior said was "we can ta;k about jung, osirus, cabala, chakras and jesus AFTER you grow up. and i still havnt grown up...
on the other hand i am also "in too deep" in the sense that i have become obsessed with people like huey newton, and fannon and said, krishnamurti, gerald massey, cheik anta diop, so i know enough to know that i know enough and i pretty much will probably direct my energies in such a fashion as one would when exposed to these ideas about reality
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