*******what should i do/change/re evaluate??? *****
Dont do nothing.
You got a president who will do all this changing for you. Just continue to sit on your behind waiting for it to happen.
But truthfully, there have been MANY on the board who have suggested that you need to chill out and find direction.
I remember rosalind and karibkween and 360 to name a few off hand.
What you need to do is analysis WHY it is so important for you to be so immersed in Afrikan related issues. Are you using Afrikan culture as a romantic escape vessel from your reality?
It actually is starting to appear to me that you are coming on here posting topics in order to manifest argumentative points of view. In other words, you are externalizing your own mental divisions upon us.
You have recently talked about islam and xtianity and rastafari is "weird". Now you are barking about Ifa and meditation and afrikan drumming and on and on.
Personally, what I sight is that perhaps it is time for you to seek professional help. But that would be a last resort. If not, then you need to start self-addressing your issues by reflecting on your past to see why you are in the state that you are in.
And seriously, if you are on meds, make sure you take them as prescribed and by all means stay away from recreational drug use.
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