Thank you Freespirit, I am also sorry to hear of you daughters recent troubles. I am hoping everything is well with you also. Just being around (even though it is the internet, doesn't matter:) nice people like yourself helps alot. Thank you for your good advice. My neighbor was an excellent person. Very funny and extremely caring and kind.

I think just living and working in this non-stop, very demanding, cold and fast paced way of life/babylon, whatever you call it, is starting to "settle into me" more than it used to and its having its effects within me. I don't relate much to everyone around me. Yes, I can get along, but within myself and mentally I don't really.

Do you ever feel like you don't even have time to literally breathe? And yet, all the things your doing must be done in order to survive because of reasons such as high rent, utilities, other bills, along with low exploitative pay and employers, and all the other unnecessary 'business' all these other institutions create that are usually unwarranted along with everything else:)

I gotta tell you the truth, its just getting on my nerves.

And it seems theres noway out. Although there is..... it seems that way.

I have a good plan started so that's better than no plan:) lol.

Well, thanks for your advice, I have alot to accomplish today and was just feeling "put off" by it, but your post kind of sent me in the right direction. I just gotta do it. Somehow it has meaning and a point that I may not see right now.

I pray all is well with you and your children also, thank you for your consideration and concern. I pray you have a wonderful week,Heather