g man , with all do respect, your youth cant have two black african parents , cause your half white. Also when yopu say theres cretain things your well intentioned father could never teach you, I assume about blackless, then is it the same to say that your mom how ever well intentioned was not equipped to teach to certain things, pertaining to whitness? It seems you still try to identifyyourself as black ,ut your only half black ,and 1/2 white and within the patriarchial bloodline your name and blood and male childrens name is of the white tribe .Jut as when solomon took sheba an she became jewish , your mom, by marring a white man , married into the cacuizoid tribe , and chose to have little cauizoids like your self.Im not trying to say anything bad ,just trying to say be proud of your bi racial self and accept your whiteness as well as your blackness.Man,my people are a creation of spainish rape a the native peoples of what is know known as latin america.We are a creation of the cathlick church , but im still proud to be a mexican and im still proud to be white, as thats how the most I created I .While i hate evil and the racial fuc@#$$ that a go on , I cant hate i self.I like all need self esteem self love and pride in who I am and can be,bless