What do you guys think?

IS the consensus that this is my problem and my curse based on my evil and that basically im evil and it doesnt matter because im evil and evil things dont matter?

I actually dig that.

so is it true though?

Im gonna burn in hell no matter what?

because I cant tell whats real and not anymore.

Im getting better at calming my mind and getting along with people and not being a jerk or psychic vampire. I Want to give good energy.

but still

I have a feeling that people into "the opccult" or "Who know more aobut everything than me"

have a dark "you got what u want" attitude toward me and my idiotic idea to let "the devil" have my soul.

its just like

"too bad man, you got what you want"

i kind of dig that.

i dot know what i was thinking

but i think im better now

or is it just "too late man"

"its too late dog"

Sorry for being self centered with this post. I appreciate any wisdom or advice you guys give me. And I love the discussions you guys have....