the dynamic i am running involves me committing a lot of violent anger and hateful action towards loved ones as a child and young adult without realizing that i simply do not have any room to stand on behaving this way, the only excuse i can offer is that, i just ahd not learned and i am behind but i a mlearning and we are all different. i feel very ashamed for this and inkow that i ahve these negative traits ingrained in me and changing is a struggle but it is coming.
we also have the dynamic of hearing voices or uncontroleld thoughts and the idea that i got in contact with a voice who i thought was the devil, not that im even a religious man but it was the first thought that pumped into my head
then we have the idea that i made a promise to burn in hell in exchange for the truth about god
the devil informed me jesus was real, but since i knew, i was damned,
and apparantly i also got rhythm and many other musicians also got rhythms from the devil and even the african and indian msuicians too, but not all of them, just some of them
now i dont know what the take on this is
some africans talk about a healing or purifying fire
so tell me please what do u think about all these dynamics. please tell me something real and not "we dont believe in the devil"
i want to know about the darkside
tragic quests for knowledge
going to hell in order for musical power (its not like im a virtuoso, but i still deal with thoughts like "you got rhythm, it worked" or something
and my rhtym isnt even that good
please tell me the thoughts in various views on the cosmologies of the world...
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