I understand you anger and suspision... there is not much more that I can say: except trust and love yourself.

In my family I have witnessed extreem anger towards the white people.... hate, foul rage, guns etc.... for myself I did not like this energy growing up as a child and I still don't. I see love as the only way.

I have had dreams of beings with bird-heads speaking to me of love and truth and this is what I will always hold deep in my heart.

I feel that you are very angry inside without really knowing.... the white men do not want women to be in charge???? They NEVER have. It has been the WHITE men who have kept women under deep bondage and slavery over the ages. It is this Aryan roots that desecrated the Goddess culture in the first place.

May you have the patience to understand truth and knowledge...and "see". And may your heart be lifted from the deep weight and poison of anger and fear.

Peace