maybe the plant enhances the soul of a person?
Posted By: lord creator In Response To: Getting High! (Ayinde)
Date: Friday, 3 July 2009, at 10:01 a.m.
In Response To: Getting High! (Ayinde)
i started using it and now i am in mental and spiritual hell that i am slowly escaping from (if possible), i turned from my concept of the creator, asked an embodiment of my idea of the opponent of the creator to take my soul in exchange for truth and skill.
now i seem to have a greater idea of the power of what i can fdo onthis earht, and i am grateful that i have seen the errors of my path and that i can try and be good and do right
on the other hand, my mind flows to darkness quickly and the veil is lifted (Ashe???)
i see who i have manifested, and i hate it
last night pondering in bed. i realized that a part of me will not forgive me, and i want to burn in hell. i look at my brother and mother and father, and i become saddened and enraged, i think i am criminally insane, and i tell myself i deserve it. there is a part ofg me that is very very angry at me, he is judging my every action and i am realizing how many of my actions and thoughts are dark.
but, now i have motivation to succeed and improve.
it will be dark if indeed i die and start to burn without end in physical hot lava.
but if this is what must be, then what can i do....
i ahve been crossed out, boxed out, cursed, bun out and realistically eliminated from the human playing field?
or have i come to a point where it is all or nothing
either way... my parents and family. its not cool
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