thanks diyouth, I really liked that post, it was very helpful. Lately, I recognize that power but don't know where/what I should forward to. Dependiing upon what I'm even talking about. I have been growing as a person, but also growing more confused. Its been hard to grow but not be confused, about who I am. I always return to rasta tho, and feel most confortable 'here.' But I guess the higher the mountain the cooler the breeze. ugh ugh, mi zai mi zai, keep going keep going, same mountain farther up!:) lol:)! (maybe just to realeyes you were at the top the whole time, even when you were at the bottom? well, who knows... I just hope your having a nice day. It is always nice to see/read you again, maybe hopefully one day even meet you. That would be nice. All these questions in life, who can answer? But at least they bring us/people together, as we search for the answers. Anyway, gonna read some more posts and stuff since I'm finally on a little summer vacation:)... It's great to be able to catch up with everyone here. I even talked to someone from london on the phone the other day for the first time who I met via rastafari (and on internet) who I've known for about 4 years but have not literally spoke with on the phone.......... It was great.... well, I said I was going now so I better stop the cyberyapping. Have a great day tho diyouth, Love always, Heather the vagabond:)