perhaps signs and awareness of JAH don't come to all of us in the same way? in fact, 'pon reflection, surely they don't. in the same way that there are as many paths to Him as there are hearts, surely JAH chooses a way that He feels is appropriate to manifest His love in one's life. i think the key MAY be to allow yourself to realize that all good things are yours not because you directly made them happen, but because you are progressing toward harmony with the One. the closer you approach that goal, the more benefits accrue to you, but, as always, you did not MAKE them happen, you simply positioned yourself to accept that which is your birthright and the Beloved's gift to each of us.

be aware, give thanks and continue ascending...once you realize that these wonderful blessings result from the rightness of your path, they will provide a beacon by which to navigate. that Beacon, that Light is the manifestation of the Divine in your life. search and perfect your OWN heart, love truth, love patience, be kind, be tolerant of others, give of yourself unsparingly and the rewards will exceed anything that you could ever have imagined...JAH love ALL 'is pickney dem--every time.